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we sit around feeling bland feeling worried in our land the world just comes to pull us down it shows our weakness in our town the place where we come from just isnt the same as our new home but whos to blame we turn around and fade away makes us wish for that day to never end because we knew by the end of it that wed be through finished now before our time faster than i can end a rhyme it hits us hard and now were lost and is this trip worth the cost of our friendship of our life and all the endless heartless strife if it needs to happen i need to go then why do i just feel so damn low

do not worry thyself of the matters of the soul for by the end of it all it is never even whole but as thou shalt look to see it breaks a distraction through the shell now aches now ill end it all in hell and youll see that this is just the inside of me

sometimes the world just isnt fair it makes me wonder why do i care when they give me a cavity it just lets me truly see what the world has already done it cuts it and lets my blood run it trickles down around you and shows you what ive been through i heart is just so empty wow im sorry that im like this now but what ive seen would make you cry and inside it just makes me die when i see you with another bloke it makes me lose my breath and choke but now my passage comes to a close i can finally see all my foes

my head it throbs with the lectures voice pounding as it echoes amongst the room it amplifies the pian in my stomache, my back it takes me closer to the end closer to doom but i need to continue on, my descent to madness quickens the glares and stares and question filter through they hit my head sharply like the nail piercing the skull they become more common as of late i blame my emotions getting out of control this isnt the way that they should be this isnt the way i should be this just isnt me

As soon as he had awoken ben gathered his belongings into his bags in case he needed to make a speedy escape  and stopped as he got to his box and thought back to the night that they got back to chads the first time and had a look at his orb it was now only devided into thirds as the black had disapeared but he didnt give it much thought as no one could find there own sections anymore. his packing was cut short as a figure apeared at the back door and started trying to smash through the glass it was like nothing that ben had ever seen before almost as though it was half human half armadillo with a hunched hard back, solid  small fists thrown

When they arrived back at the home they sat chad down in front of his tv with ben so they would calm down while jono told matt and taylor what had happened everything after the magman but just before they finished ben walked back into the kitchen. "princess is out cold," he whispered as he slid the door shut as quietly as physically possible. "On the plus side it means he wont be brawling anyone any time soon," taylor said as he started pacing the room getting glass's for everyone as he went, "now what are going to do with school? i mean i doubt you'll be able to go back to wallsend after today, well at least ben and chad wont be able to."

when they'd finally calmed ben down they didn't hang around for very long for fear of suspension at best but while the other three ran chad just strolled along behind them at his own pace seeming not to notice that the others were hundreds of metres ahead of him and this was to be his undoing. as the others ran and chad dawdled thats when they struck, there were three of them, all no older than chad but all considerably bigger the fist went for the legs the second went for the stomache and the third hit the floor, the rage that had been amassing the entire day through teachers harrassment and idiotic comments from other studentsjust unleashe

sometimes when we stop the world just goes by we can watch it happen but itll make us cry people tell us what to do people tell us how to feel they try just to force us to have anger with every meal we dont know what to do we never really will and the rest of this god damn world will just come and take its fill theyll stab us in the back theyll watch us drop and bleed and then oh to rapidly we become on what they feed soon were all diminished soon well all be gone and all thats left is the rigid throats they've torn but then we become them we raise into there ranks we take them all to the end and our blood now fills t

i come out occasionally i try to stay  as long as possible but sometimes he gets better faster sometimes i wake up not long after he falls asleep to help him with what he needs help with sometimes when hes really sad he doesnt even need to sleep i just come out to help because he needs it because i need it because we need it and i always will

the heart it goes from love to hate unfortunately this is its fate its pain will not be here for long and soon we'll sing a different song a song of joy that will not be mine but as i said i will be fine as long as your good im happy im good to that is as long as hes good to you if you need me you know just to call just next time at least try not to fall now im going to disapear just remember that ill always be near